13th August~

嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮
一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明 你知道


晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰不够好


晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰不够好


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 难道是我对我自己 不够好




One of the songs I like.
Tong Liangs' song.




Time passed away so fast,
now I realized I only have two weeks more
and I will go to Taiwan for my further study.


Am I prepared?
Thinking of the words I saw in TV yesterdays
making me more blur.
Still many things for me to settle,
and I am so surprised that I haven buy any thing,
all the study stuff
and two weeks more left.


These days keep raining,
the weather is so cold.

I believed I will get well preparation soon.
And ready for everything.
Gambateh!

Every place every moment every things
we went, we together, we did,
come back to my brain again.
Seize the time guys.
^^

11th August~

I get my license already,
without any problem.
But feel no that happy which I imagined before.
Don't know why,
maybe just like what I thought.




All procedures are done,
and I think I am sure going to Taiwan.
Only left many things to buy,
some cousins to meet before I go,
and most important is,
some dreams to fulfill.




Should I let you guys to send me when I fly?
Am I a suck people if I don't let you to send me as she said?
What is the feeling to study apart from the one I love most for maybe
one year,
two years,
eight years
or even ten years?




22 days more..

seize the time.
Everyone.
Don't let yourself have the chance to feel regret
for the things you do,
you miss,
or you want to do.

就是爱你~

我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起




I like this song very much..
Try to get the song from Youtube SearcH Machine.
I think you will like it.
the lyric,
I like it so much.




By the way,
I have decided to go Taiwan for my further study.
and I will fly at 3th September.
Life must still go on no matter what.
I will miss you guys
and you, Hui.

tomorrow I will have my second time driving tests,
really hope that I can pass.
I sure pass.
My dear.

Just Be Like The Knight

First of all,
I want to congratulate JiaHui cause she passed her driving test.
She is so worried before,
and now I think she is happy with her performance.
Cause I do.
Congratulation!




Today I did went to the Taiwan education fair at hotel Istana,
the place is so big and so nice,
and the hotel is quite good too.
I have a talk with the one who is in charge the students' application,
and I got many info from her.
She is a kind and sweet person,
and this make the whole progress full of laughter.




I will make the decision late before Tuesday I think,
cause I have to reply the THU offer,
and its dateline is 31th.
I believe I will make a call to Miss Lucy again,
to make the last confirmation.
I don't want to lost the chance to study together with my love one,
but I have to make a decision anyway,
at least I have place to go if the Cuba rejects me.




I know this is cruel for me and her,
but this has to be face,
like what she told me.
We have to face it bravely.




Once the final result is not confirmed yet,
then lets the hope continues.




Just Be Like The Knight,
The warrior of the knight.

Because of a word,
I feel happy.
Thanks for the word anyway,
I love you.

Don't ever give up

I did what have I said.
I called the Cuba embassy,
and Miss Lucy gave me a word,"wait."
I really have no idea,
how much longer did I have to wait,
wait for the hope to get the chance to Cuba.
And the dateline of the Taiwan scholarship is getting near,
I really don't know what to do,
I am so confused,
upset,
disappointed.




Thanks for the one who messaged me after read my blog I think,
thank for your concern,
and I really had to admit that I am quite surprise when I saw your message.
Thanks.
But I really hope that the one I hope to read my feeling did read it,
and give me her support.
I now feel alone.
And I really need someone to accompany go through all these,
I don't want to be alone,
I don't want pretending to be brave.




By the way,
I will attend the Taiwan education fair which is held at 24th and 25th.
And I think I will attend 24th.
It is somewhere in KL,
but I don't know the exact place.
I will find it and attend it,
by myself.




I hate pretending to be brave,
but I have to.
Don't ever give up.




Cause the hope never ends.

you will pass the driving test.
gambateh.

ThE HoPe NevEr eNdS~

Three weeks have gone like this,
after Jiahui received the Cuba study program scholarship,
and I end up waiting here,
check mail everyday,
by hoping once I open the mail,
the will be the offer in front of me.
But...




One more day I tell myself,
I have to face the truth after all,
and after tomorrow I will call there
and make a confirmation.
And dun worry,
cause I am going to accept the answer no matter what it is.




Please dun mention the scholarship in front of me,
cause you all will never understand the feeling of pain
when you mention it,
in the case she already received the offer but I didn't.
It is being a hope to me to study together with the one I love.
So dun be so cruel to me.
And let me face it by myself.




One more day,
and everything will be clear.
It is because of the life needs to go on.
And I pray hard for it.
I believe it will come true.
I believe.




The hope never endS.

A conclusion~

That has been a long time since the last time I updated this blog..

At least two monthS I think.

In theSe two MonthS,

I had done mAny ThingS,

JoiNeD maNy CampS

and Go fEw TripS wiTh DifFereNt FrienDS.

I haD JoiNeD SeeD CamP WhicH waS FIrST tiME HelD In PulaO pangKor.

That caMp ReaLly Did teaCh Me a Lot

and I gOt ManY tHingS wAnt To ShaRe WitH YoU guYS.

BuT NeXt TiME La,

I wIlL UpLoaD SomE PictUreS Too,

ThAt MayBE wIlL Be mOrE InTeRestinG.

ThEn I AlsO PlaY My RolE In Qin QIn Zi rAn As the SecretarY.

I HaD BeEn ThRouGht So maNy In THe CampS.

AnD I WilL SHaRe thEm ToO NexT TimE.

I alSO GroupeD tEams FOr BagPack tRips tO MeLAka And KeDaH.

ThaNKS fOR thE fRiEnDS wHom Had accOmPanieD me AlonG tHE Trip

AnD AlSO Left ThOSe SweEt meMoriEs foR mE.

I WIlL alSO WroTe A blOg foR thE TriP Next TimE wiTh tHe PhotOS

AttAch AlOng.

HoNeStLY,

BagPAcK TrIP Is MoRe Fun ThaN TrIP wItH Car.

AnD I HaD mAkE a WisH To VisIt tHe WhoLe MalAySia In mY EntIrE LiFe.

I SurE wILl FulFill iT.

WhEn I, JiA HuI, Li GanG anD YinG hOnG WerE In LangKawI,

thE TwO boYS HaS aSkeD A qUeStiOn That I neVeR ThouGht BeFoRe.

"WHeRe ArE You gOiNg tO Go WheN YoU ArE In HonEy MOoN WiTh HeR NexT TiMe?"

"PuLaO PiNanG."

ThE FirSt anSweR CamE Out FrOm mY MouTh MaKE TheM LauGhEd.

I aLSo HaD ASkEd HeR AbouT tHiS QueStIon.

"BaLi ISlanD."

AnD ThIS iS thE PrOmISe I aM gOinG tO FulfiLl In thE FutUrE FoR hEr.

DeAr, I LoVe YoU.

I NevEr pLaN tO HaVe A BiG hOuSe,

A BiG Car,

ManY moNey

BuT JuSt a SimPlE LifE.

a DouBlE StoReY,

A MyV Or A SagA (If It iS StIlL PrOduCeD).

thAt Is EnouGh FoR mE.

tHaT iS EnOuGh FoR HeR tOO, ShE SaiD.

AnD Of cauSe MAny TrIpS.

DonT EvEn CaRe WhErE wE StaY,

MotEl oR wHaT.

LikE WHaT SiFu SaiD,

LiFe CaN bE sImpLe,

BuT MuSt bE mEaNinGfUL.

ThAt Is wHaT I aM gOinG tO ReAcH.

ZhEn YanG~