2009年12月25日星期五

聖誕節快樂! =)

聖誕節快樂! =)


真爽!
沒有後悔在東海念書~
特別有過節的氣氛,
尤其是聖誕節,
因爲東海是一個基督教學校。=)


今天我第一次參加演唱會,
人雖然沒很多,
可是氣氛很high! =)
第一次和方炯賓及FIR近距離接觸,
可以清楚地看到他們,
超爽的!
一首接一首熟悉的歌,
漸漸挑起我們的熱情,
雖然天空下綿綿細雨,
卻澆不息我們的熱情。 =)
一起看著銀幕上的倒數器,
心裏高昂的心情,
我們大家一起迎接聖誕節的到來~


東海各處都有不同的活動,
同學們都以不同的方式來歡慶慶聖誕的到來,
各條道路都是人海,
就像老師說的,
全台中的人都向東海湧過來了。
好興奮哦! =)


好有過節的氣氛,
真的沒後悔進入東海大學! =)


聖誕節快樂! =)


還有要多支持FIR的新專輯哦!

Merry Christmas! =)

2009年12月22日星期二

好悶~

好久沒打部落格了,
有種生疏的感覺。 =)
很多東西就像老師說的一樣,
或許感觸良多,
可是卻有口難言,
有字卻難形容。 =)


今天打排球,
噴了好多球,
學姐雖然沒有怎樣,
可是她的一舉一動就像一個錐子,
慢慢的把我的自信心打破了。
整場的比賽就像五打六,
我都不敢接球,
都不打球。
“要我擧也要他接到球。”
好像當下告訴學長換人,
“我不想打了。”
不是要怪學姐,
因爲我自己也真的很爛,
可是球場上不是要互相鼓勵的嗎?
還是我爛到沒辦法再令隊友相信我?


悶..
真的沒在怪人,
因爲技不如人。 =(


多加努力吧...

2009年12月4日星期五

4th~

十二月,
真是一個好多人生日的月份哦。=)
子貞,
生日快樂。
又長大一嵗了,
要懂事一點哦!加油!=)


還有克文,
生日快樂哦!
雖然我們認識的時間不長,
可是和你相處的很愉快。
要努力一起把舞練好哦!=)


還有大姐玲慧和慧儀,
都大我幾天生日,
就會欺負我這個小弟弟。 =(
哈哈~ 好久沒見到你們了,
還是先預祝你們生日快樂,
萬事如意。 =)


還有楔淩啦,
我只是大你幾十天,
就倚小説我欺負你。 ==
哈哈~ 也真久沒見到你了。
還好嗎?
也是先預祝你生日快樂!
加油哦!


今晚一點半早上綫上的女生,
或許我這樣做很冒昧,
但就只是要為你加油而已。
我不是要八,
就只是關心。
真的!對天發誓叻~ =)
加油啦~


真心朋友真難得,
要找一個能共患難,
一起聊心事,
不會白目打破氣氛講冷笑話
的朋友,
難道真的絕種了嗎? >.<


好忙的十二月,
正式開始了! =)
加油!


want to email you recently.
but only after this busy week. =)
I believe that you are having great time.
Keep on it. =)
Gambateh!

2009年12月1日星期二

忙碌的開始~ =) 30th

這個星期真的開始忙碌了,
活動都開始填滿桌上日曆的每一個,
書桌上開始被黃色的貼紙貼滿。
=) 要嘗試去適應且把每一個都做好,
這是我告訴我自己的。


上個星期六和日,
我們僑生都到新竹的万瑞去。
那個地方真不錯,
有不錯的住宿,
不錯的設施,
就只是風大了些,
真的有點冷。 >.<
幸好平時我都有參加學舍的營隊,
所有的山訓對我而言,
還真的是很簡單。 =)
而且晚餐要自己煮的那一餐,
更是小菜一碟,
想到平時我們都有煮飯和湯的經驗,
那才是真正野炊的難度。XD
晚上的營火會還真不錯,
主持人的功力不錯,
而且還讓我們跳第一支舞,
感覺真的很好。 =)
真的很謝謝學長姐的用心哦~
還有第一次玩氣彈的體驗,
雖然被打到的地方無不紅腫,
有些還流血了, >.<
可是真的還不錯。
可惡老師都在背後偷襲我,
賞了我不少顆。 =(
新竹之旅棒!


今天是我們係上運動會的第一天,
我和小眼睛,吳金雄同一對,
組名為劉海可愛隊。>.< 超滑稽的名字~
我們組的神射手炮無虛發,
因爲這樣我們就成爲大一惟一一隊挺進復賽的球隊。
哈哈!超爽的~ =)
可是最後還是都被學長墊爆了~ =(
沒關係,
明年的係運我會再努力,
回來打爆學長們的! =)
哈哈!


比賽完后就立刻趕到人文大樓,
因爲還要練舞。 >.<
老實說,
舞步還蠻複雜的,
可是我覺得跳起來一定很好看,
所以大馬的同學們要努力哦~
放心啦,
你們還有我這樣一個舞痴墊底,
所以放手努力去跳吧!=)
我們大家一起努力哦!
一定很帥的! XD


突然有種感覺,
一天24小時真的夠用嗎? ==??
有很多的事情,
可是時間卻那麽的有限。
短短人生數十年,
我們真的應該好好把握每一分,
每一秒,
讓自己的生命沒有遺憾。
這樣才對~ =)



還有一樣。
不久前才發現原來東海的星星還蠻多的。
還可以看到射手座。
才發現自己有一個習慣,
一擡頭就會找三顆連在一起的星星,
是你教我認的。
看著星星,
就會想起我們在小云頂,
一起吹冷風,看星星的每一刻,
回味著一段新感情的開始,
我們的展望,
我們的承若。
只要有心,
我們都會在一起的。 =)



繁忙的日子就快開始了,
所以趕快準備自己吧! =)
我們一定行!


everytime I see the glowing stars in the sky,
I will think of you.
The time we spent together.
Start busying now.
Dances, sports and homework.
So lets work hard together. =)

2009年11月30日星期一

终于有你的回应了.. =)

今天在部落格上看到你的留言,
心里突然有些感触。 =)
看到你真开心,
我真能这么说。 =)


听到你的好消息,
真的替你感到开心。
所以要继续加油哦!
不能败下阵来噢~ =p


就如我们之前答应的,
我们都要好好努力念书,
回来以后如果有機會,
我們再在一起。 =)
加油!
我也沒有再那麽執著和固執了,
我想因爲是你的影響,
我也放下了。
所以要加油哦! =)


加油吧!我的朋友! =)

I am happy as I finally had your news from yourself.
Erm..
Nothing much that I want to say.
Just wanna tell you that
Work hard and be happy always.
And I am fine here,
and doing great too.
As what we dealed to each other earlier,
we both work hard together.
Dont worry about other things.
So,
Work hard then my friend! =)
p/s:The english parts of all the older passages are for you.
JiaHui~


2009年11月27日星期五

27th~

星期五的早上,
坐在電腦前,
享受被微風吹過的感覺,
真舒服! =)


考試周也即將過去,
這個下午四點后,
我就正式解放了!
哈哈!XD


希望物理能高分通過,
畢竟還是下了很多的苦功。
希望吧~ >.<
微積分呢。。
就讓它暑期自然吧~
應該會很不錯。嘻嘻!
老實說英文真的有點難,
還真的滿擔心的。
很怕英文不能得到很高分,
因爲我真的很想修第二外語,
還有我答應過家慧的,
所以我一定會拼的!


過後的還有化學。
這科我也很擔心,
因爲老師出了整整一百題,
結果我還有十來題沒寫,
真的很希望這個不會影響我大體的分數~ =(
100題用80分鐘做~ ==
接下來的電腦應用,
會寫可是還是有地方搞錯了,
雖然有點不甘心,
可是沒轍了,
所以就~
順其自然吧~ >.<
環概靠前覺得準備充足了,
可是一看到考卷,
才發現自己只是看過皮毛而已~
所以就。。這樣咯~
可是應該不會很差才對,
因爲我是中華的學生!哈哈~ =)


考試的事也即將過了,
就像我一直告訴同學的,
過去了就不要再回頭看,
這樣只會讓你失望和氣餒。
與其這樣,
不如我們把目光放在期末考上,
在拼一次! =)
加油了~


學舍的活動應該如火如荼得開始了吧。
真羡慕你們還有機會能參與,
所以要好好把握機會哦~
因爲機會不是每次都會有,
我們不是每次都和機會有緣,
所以一旦有機會,
就要好好珍惜。=)
加油! =)


I dreamt about you.
And I miss you so much. =)
How are you?
Gambateh as well.

2009年11月21日星期六

21th~

考試還有兩天就開始了。
這幾天都在這裡翻翻,
那裏翻翻,
應該都在找老師上課的漏洞吧~
嘻嘻! =)


感謝同學們都一直問我問題,
看是在打擾我的進度,
可是實際上是同學們在幫助我復習。
鎮揚感恩~ =)
還有今天還讓我在教同學電腦時,
遇到另一班的高手,
物理觀念超強的!
真是讓我打開眼界哦~


其實我也不是最強的,
我只是希望同學們能把我當普通的同學看,
我們還是能一起討論功課,
一起分享意見。
有時我也不是全對的。
我也需要大家的幫助。
大家都一致認同我的看法,
有時會讓我覺得很大壓力。
真的~ =(
大家互相幫助,
這樣進步最快。 =)
正正得正嘛~


還有哦~
係隊的夥伴們都真的很強。
我會加油練起來的。
我的三步跳殺球,
我在籃底的高低戰術,
我的壘球接球和傳球技術,
我會改近的。 =)
謝謝學長的教誨,
謝謝夥伴的打氣,
謝謝大家的肯定。 =)
我會努力的~


我要趕快去洗澡了,
因爲等下還有很多的課業等待我。 =)


=p
不能洩氣哦,
也不能放棄叻~
加油! =)


I heard that you can online already.
Look forward to see you with my own eye.
Gambateh~ =)

2009年11月18日星期三

18th~

今天終于把英文的口試給結束了,
感覺真爽! =)
仿佛心中的大石已放下,
沒有什麽壓力了。
接下來要努力的,
就是把心情收拾一下,
好好的應付期中考。


昨天老師把微積分的考卷發回來了,
我竟是班上最高的。
超開心的~ =)
開心不是因爲我打敗所有的同學,
而是我努力已久的課業,
它終于開花結果了。


以前在高中時,
微積分都是令我最擔心的一課。
看到同學們都能應付自如,
我的心裏真的不知什麽滋味。
可是現在的一番努力后,
開出來的果竟是如此的甜。=)
所以要更加油哦~


期中考就快要成爲燃眉之急了,
所以我們都要努力噢~
不要因爲成績好而自滿,
也不要因爲成績差而氣餒,
因爲我們還年輕,
有的是機會。
所以不要放棄~ =)


讓我們一起努力吧! =)


work hard there too~
I hope you all the suceed! =)

2009年11月16日星期一

久違的感動~

今天很巧的,
在綫上遇到了子貞這個傻大姐。
算我好運吧~ =)
不然今晚我也不可能會打這一篇。


還記得《生命。河》嗎?
我曾經一度很想念這首歌,
所以都托了子貞替我找。
今天她在綫上把這首歌傳了給我。


熟悉的旋律,
聼在耳裏,
竟有說不出的感動。
腦裏都是大家曾經在大自然裏一起玩樂,
一起成長的畫面。


清脆的鳥叫聲,
沙沙的風聲,
樹葉搖擺的聲音,
不同的蟲鳴聲,
就像是森林的演唱會,
把生命的動力唱出來了。


好想念大地的味道,
好想念河水的溫暖,
好想念草地的柔軟,
好想念陽光的熱情。
好想念和同伴一起的時刻,
好想念著一切。 =)


哈哈!
真的覺得好幸運我中學六年有你們
和大自然的陪伴。 =)


especially you. =)

2009年11月14日星期六

14th~

又是一個冷清的星期六中午,
同學們都回家了,
宿舍的走廊,
少了他們平時的歡呼聲,
就仿佛少了一絲的生氣。
不過,
還有寧靜的美。 =)



考試就在下一個轉角街,
而我卻沒有絲毫動力要做復習的感覺。
是我的狂妄自大嗎?
我想是我沒有伴,
沒有一起奮鬥的夥伴,
沒有共同有統一目標的同學。



沒關係,
鎮揚,
無論如何都要開始奮鬥了,
不要讓自己有鬆懈的藉口。 =)


加油了~同學們!


突然閒也很想念馬來西亞的夥伴們。
怎麽樣了?
這個時候應該開始為營隊而忙得焦頭爛額了吧,
不過能和朋友們一起努力,
我想這就是我們會堅持下去的動力,
對吧?


所以,
那些正在瓶頸中的夥伴們,
我只想對你們說,
不要被你們遇到的問題和挫折打敗,
要回頭看一下我們曾經走過來的日子,
與我們不離不棄的夥伴。
你會發現,
你的犧牲不是白費的,
你會發現一切都是很美好的。 =)


加油吧~

gambateh!
cause I still have you guys.





無題~

今晚特別想些東西,
不知道為什麽。
今天是一個寒冷的晚上,
早上雨就開始下個不停,
導致周圍的溫度都很低,
結果學長們的籃球賽被逼延賽,
原本早有計劃的傍晚
又是一個寂寞的晚上。 =)


特別想念寧靜的美。
以前只要自己一靜下來,
夥伴們都會開始關心。
其實不是有什麽心事,
只是我有時喜歡一個人靜靜的感覺,
體驗這個美麗的大自然。
閉上雙眼,
感受被微風吹過的感覺,
擡頭欣賞星星的美,
你嘗試過嗎? =)
這不是自閉,
這不是不合群,
這是美。 =)


寧靜的時候,
腦海裏都囘出現一些念頭,
一些平常不會想起來的事。


在回味著自己的部落各時,
享受著音樂的催眠,
這是才發現到
原來自己已經在大學了。
自己原來已經處於在以前曾經想象的環境裏。
這和以前自己的想象有差多遠呢?
我不知道。
我只知道,
我真的已經上大學了。
自己已經踏上通往社會的路了。


要努力了,
應該這樣說,
要更努力了...
不要讓不應該成爲煩惱的事影響,
要加油哦~ =)


我會的。


the feeling of missing,
it fills my heart in a sudden.
I miss you.

2009年10月31日星期六

31th~ 00:40am...

好久都沒用中文寫部落格了,
有點想念以前的感覺,
一切盡在文字中...


最近真的好忙哦~
小考陸續來,
而且都考很多,
就因爲很久沒念書了,
所以需要拼一點才能趕上大家的水準.. XD
超勤勞的哦! >.<


就有幾件事情要和大家分享一下..
就上次我們僑生有動態迎新會,
我們到南投的九族文化村玩。
那個地方算一半遊樂場,一半文化介紹之類的地方吧~
很不錯一下,
即可以玩到一些超刺激的遊戲(爽到爆!),
也能了解臺灣當地的原著民文化。
讚哦!
真的要謝謝學長姐的介紹~ =)
倒是有些人沒辦法體驗那個雲霄飛車的刺激性,
真的有點可惜了~ XD
原著民也很不錯,
超帥的!
下次若有機會,
再和大家好好的介紹一下吧! =)


另一個星期的係露也真的很好玩叻! >.<
我們環工係和音樂係合辦,
能認識到音樂係的同學,
感覺真的很不賴! =)
而且和班上的同學很混熟了幾個,
還和學長多聊了幾句~
整個係露的時間表排得超緊密,
玩得超累的!
雖然沒有像在學舍的營隊能感覺到超強的凝聚力,
可是都和夥伴相處得不錯。 =)
當晚的營火會還真的很不錯,
可能以後可以仿效一下,
學長們的表演超讚!一流~
第一支舞和第二支舞的感覺很不錯,
人長這麽大,
還是第一次和女生這麽認真跳舞,
好感謝學姐們的幫助哦~~ XD


婦女會迎新會也真的很棒! =)
我想我們把那首“愛因爲在心中”唱成那樣,
因爲不知道歌詞而一直重復之前的歌詞,
我們都真的很強! >.<
第一次感受到和大家一起瘋狂的感覺,
一起大喊,一起清場,
感覺真好~ 謝謝大家! =)
還有,
真不好意思,因爲我抽到第一獎~哈哈!!
還要恭喜潔慧打破抽不到獎的魔咒哦~
恭喜!! =p
馬來西亞和印尼的同學要加油哦!
也真的很開心聽到老師說;
“馬來西亞的同學好活潑~”
爽哦~~ >.<


或許這就是大學的生活吧~
the life of university,
enjoying while studying~
在忙於讀書的空閒尋找一絲瘋狂的娛樂,
在陌生的環境學會如何很他人溝通。
雖然活動就快把日曆給塞爆了,
可是功課都能準時且認真得去應付,
我想這樣,
才是很棒的大學生活吧~
附錄:我也有在玩魔獸噢~
哈哈!!
大家一起努力加油吧!


It is almost two months I have been staying in Taiwan.
How are you dear?
Still good?
I hope so.
I miss you.
gambateh~

2009年10月8日星期四

7th~

A tired day..
Just had my bath after the tiring basketball training.


Finally I got some sound about Jiahui's news.
Her arrival was nice and her hostel was not bad too.
She just need to get used to the food there,
but as a pre-chef,
I think this wont be a problem for her,
since she likes to eat so much.


Before this I quite worried for her,
cause I didnt have any respone for my email.
Since she has a nice life in Cuba,
I just wanna wish her to have a wonderful university life.
Gambateh!


If we were meant to be together,
we will be together no matter what.
So I just need to work hard in my study.
Jiahui,
gambateh lo!~~


I miss you so much..
so much that I cant even imagine...

2009年10月2日星期五

The eve of mooncake festival~

Today is the eve of mooncake festival..
First time celebrate this festival alone,
cause most of the students went back home already..
the moon is so round and big,
nearly wonderful...


Hey guys,
dun be upset because you need to celebrate the festival yourself here,
cause you still have us,
same as you,
we are in Tunghai university together.
Many malaysian started to miss their home,
just like the poet that sound like this,
"独在异乡为异客,
每逢佳节倍思亲。"
But just be brave,
dun give up so easily,
cause we are all in this together,
and you will have others support.
Gambateh!


看着月亮,
让我想起也是在异国的你,
会不会也在看着月亮,
想念在这里也在想念你的我呢?

2th~

The school has already started for the second week.
And I really did face something that REALLY known as
UNIVERSITY life...
chinese is common here,
and most of the lecturer use chinese while teaching,
fell a little bit wired when listen to them,
but I will want myself to used to it ASAP.
Most of the things I learnt before,
so I just need to work hard to catch them up again.
the most challenging class is english class i think,
cause my teacher is from USA,
quite COOL~


I join fews ball teams in the department.
Just think that this is the easiest way to come well
among the taiwan students.
But the training time is quite long
and it is tiring,
just feel like the bones are going to collapse everytime after the training.
and i need to wake up early to do
cleaning stuff.
All the freshmen need to pass this lesson.
Last for one year.
And this really make me feel suffer,
to wake up in morning. =(


This is the eleventh day Jiahui left malaysia.
Quite worry about her now,
cause she didnt email me anything.
Hope that her arrival was good and now she is enjoying her life there,
happy always.
I miss her so much.
Especially when I suft to my blog,
listen to the songs she usually sing
and the song I usually remember her when I listen to it.
Hope that she is fine.


Work hard everyone.
and dont give up anything easily
and dun left any regret in the life.
Sieze the time.
cause time will never come back.


I am well.
I need to be strong
and I am sure that I can make that.
Gambateh guys and friends!

2009年9月20日星期日

The night before 21th...

Time flew away so fast
and tomorrow I am going to have my first day of my university life.
I didnt feel any regret for choosing Tung Hai unversity.
Cause this university really is so good
and I enjoyed it very much. =)


Tomorrow will be the first day for me,
and my senior told me that this coming week is free.
Cause the professors will only talk about the lesson and tell us what books are needed.
Feel a little nervous
but I am still going well.
I think... =)


The first day of my life means that Jia Hui is going to Cuba.
honestly,
I really miss her so much.
And quite worry for the new life there.
She was once a naive girl for me,
but now I think she is better than me in handling the life
and also people.
If anyone get to see these words,
just tell her that I am wishing her good luck in everything.
And must take care herself.
Dont believe to anyone easily.
Drink more water and be happy always.
I will be here for here always when
She needs me.
Always. =)


Like what I usually tell myself,
life must to go on no matter what.
So we need to be strong always,
be faith in everything when everything is going against you.
If we work hard,
we can achieve everything.
Six years,
is going to let me grow up,
but not to become worst.
So gambateh guys! =)


Do you still remember the promise we made?
I will forsee the day we meet again.
And let us show to all people that nothing is going to make us down.
gambateh guys!
sieze the time..

2009年9月12日星期六

3th September~




Unbelievable..
In a moment I have started my new life.
In a different situation,
country,
and people.
wow~
But I will work hard.


I reached taiwan at about eight,
and then travel to my university with two schoolmates.
Welcomed by senior Ah Fa,
he is quite a nice guy. =)
Few students from Johor have arrived
and I got to meet with them.
Some arrived in the following days after me,
and they were all once independent school student.
They were quite nice. =)
And also the seniors.
So caring and good.


My schoold is extremely huge,
I think is something about four Chong hwa.
Wow..
So huge until we are almost lazy to walk anymore,
and I rather stay in hostel almost all the time.
We have to walk about fifteen minutes to reach the nearest crowded street,
so it makes us feel lazy to go out from the school to find something to eat.
But the truth is my school is
Really so pretty!
the scene is nice and the design is cool.
Hostel is a nightmare for the first night.
We need to get ourselves a table light, fan, and tilam.
And we have to wash our clothes ourselves.
Using the hand or put money to wash by the mechine.
Almost all the daily stuff we have to buy ourselves,
so I really feel suffer at the first night,
cause it is very HOT! =(


Study in taiwan also not a easy thing,
cause many prosedure need to handle.
I have to find a senior who is above twenty to get a phone number,
so until now I cant contact anyone.
We need to proceed our IC in taiwan,
schoold stuff and others else.
Luckily seniors did help much in the work.
The previous is free,
cause the holidays havent ended yet.
But starting from today,
the freshmen start to get into hostel,
so I think I will busy start from tomorrow. =)
I still need to do medical checkup again,
choose my lessons,
get my books and pay the fee.
Then there will be a bunches of activities waiting for us to join.
Wow~ start to feel exciting. =)


I get to know a taiwan guy.
He is the block manager,
control the discipline of the block.
He is quite humour,
and nice guys. =)
Taiwan is a nice country,
I think this is true. =)


Gambateh! And I really miss you guys!


guys work hard.
time flies away and it will never turn back.
Sieze the day.






2009年8月28日星期五

27th~

I think six more days leave.
And I will go for my study..
Suddenly feel hard to let go everything,
go to a new place and work hard.
But I will try my best. =)


Today I gained a horrible experience.
I got lost in the city.
I was heading to chow kit,
But I missed a turn and I don't know how to U-turn.
So I keep go straight and then I reach KL sentral.
From there I keep looking at the sign board,
and then I went to Lake Garden.
Wa...
At the moment I really feel panic.
But I tried to clam down and found for more sign board.
At last I found the way to Titiwangsa and turn back to Chow kit.
Wow~
The whole journey took one hour le.
>.<>


I just bought some outfits and
I really like them very much.
Jiahui is going to get me some,
so I am guessing what type of shirt she will buy.
But I think them will be nice,
cause is Jiahui picked.


Only If we believe,
then it may happen.
But once we give up,
there will be no hope.
Work hard my friend!


and
Happy Birthday to
Huiwen.
the birthday girl~


Gambateh Zhen Yang!
Gambateh Jia Hui!
Cause I gonna to make everything comes true!

2009年8月26日星期三

25th~

Suddenly feel like time is flying very fast..
just eight days leave,
and then I will have my study life starts again.
In taiwan,
far from my friends,
from my family,
from Jiahui.


Jiahu is in a trip in Beijing.
I think She is having fun la
and I hope so.
So long time didnt see her charming smile.
And I just saw recently,
and it really touched me,
and it will be my power to keep me move fowards
Everytime.


These days really feel alone,
or more specificly,
from yesterday la.
Since jiahui went for her trip.
No one is online,
no gaming.
Just facebook,
and i found that all friends have their life going very nice,
full of laughter.


I have bored of being palyful and aimless,
so I told myself I need to be hardworking again.
and now I have a aim to work hard,
and i feel like dont wan to let you know,
it will be a secret for two people.


Life is still going on.
Dont let something make you feel regret.
Do what you want
and dont let your life is wasted.
Gambateh guyS!


and oo~
"Orphan" is very frightening le..
I strongly recommended,
if girls want to watch the movie,
better bring a friend to go along with.
He or she can be a good "pillow" to grab..
Hehe..
Cause the girl Sat beside me also acted like this.


Dont just keep think and say.
Must action!
remember..
ACTION!

2009年8月20日星期四

《六弄咖啡馆》

《六弄咖啡館》
作者:藤井樹
出版日期:2007.9.3


枯坐在咖啡館裡兩個小時,天已經黑了。
她說,那是那年冬天的第一場雨,雨下得像霧一般綿密,下得悠悠久矣,咖啡館裡的雨天,宛如延續了一整個世紀。
「如果能擁有一間咖啡館,那有多好?」
她說,目光依然停在窗外那濕漉漉的馬路上。而我始終不曾遺忘,她說著這句話時,那熟悉的側臉……


當三百六十公里的距離成為澆熄愛情的第一桶冷水,
當曾經在一起的點點滴滴成了在心底深處慢慢暈開的酸楚,
我卻始終記得她說的那句話,「如果能擁有一間咖啡館,那有多好?」
記得那晚,她盯著滿天絢爛的煙火,而烙印在我眼底的她那熟悉的側臉。
於是,為了她,我想開一家咖啡館,不賣太甜的卡布其諾,
店名,就叫六弄,用來紀念那充滿轉折的際遇。
「六弄咖啡館」,雖然,它並不是開在某巷六弄裡……




六弄人生:

人生,像走在一条小巷中,每一弄都可能是另一个出口,也可能是一条死胡同。

生在一个与一般人不同的家庭中,是我人生的第一弄;

爱上了妳,是我人生的第二弄;

注定般的三百六十公里,是我人生的第三弄;

失去了妳,是我人生的第四弄;

母亲的逝去,是我人生的第五弄;

在这五弄里,我看不见所谓的出口,出现在我面前的,尽是死胡同。

该是结束的时候了,该是说再见的时候了,

再见,世界,是我人生的第六弄。

2009年8月13日星期四

13th August~

嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮
一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明 你知道


晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰不够好


晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫
感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳
爱从来就没有固定的轨道
它最后停在哪里谁知道


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 只怕我自己的掩饰不够好


我的难过是如此低调 因为不想打扰
我在寂寞的墙角 努力的对自己好
你用微笑回报 朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调 傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好 我想你一定会选择
假装不知道 难道是我对我自己 不够好




One of the songs I like.
Tong Liangs' song.




Time passed away so fast,
now I realized I only have two weeks more
and I will go to Taiwan for my further study.


Am I prepared?
Thinking of the words I saw in TV yesterdays
making me more blur.
Still many things for me to settle,
and I am so surprised that I haven buy any thing,
all the study stuff
and two weeks more left.


These days keep raining,
the weather is so cold.


I believed I will get well preparation soon.
And ready for everything.
Gambateh!




Every place every moment every things
we went, we together, we did,
come back to my brain again.
Seize the time guys.
^^

2009年8月11日星期二

11th August~

I get my license already,
without any problem.
But feel no that happy which I imagined before.
Don't know why,
maybe just like what I thought.




All procedures are done,
and I think I am sure going to Taiwan.
Only left many things to buy,
some cousins to meet before I go,
and most important is,
some dreams to fulfill.




Should I let you guys to send me when I fly?
Am I a suck people if I don't let you to send me as she said?
What is the feeling to study apart from the one I love most for maybe
one year,
two years,
eight years
or even ten years?




22 days more..




seize the time.
Everyone.
Don't let yourself have the chance to feel regret
for the things you do,
you miss,
or you want to do.

2009年8月4日星期二

就是爱你~

我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起




I like this song very much..
Try to get the song from Youtube SearcH Machine.
I think you will like it.
the lyric,
I like it so much.




By the way,
I have decided to go Taiwan for my further study.
and I will fly at 3th September.
Life must still go on no matter what.
I will miss you guys
and you, Hui.




tomorrow I will have my second time driving tests,
really hope that I can pass.
I sure pass.
My dear.

2009年7月25日星期六

Just Be Like The Knight

First of all,
I want to congratulate JiaHui cause she passed her driving test.
She is so worried before,
and now I think she is happy with her performance.
Cause I do.
Congratulation!




Today I did went to the Taiwan education fair at hotel Istana,
the place is so big and so nice,
and the hotel is quite good too.
I have a talk with the one who is in charge the students' application,
and I got many info from her.
She is a kind and sweet person,
and this make the whole progress full of laughter.




I will make the decision late before Tuesday I think,
cause I have to reply the THU offer,
and its dateline is 31th.
I believe I will make a call to Miss Lucy again,
to make the last confirmation.
I don't want to lost the chance to study together with my love one,
but I have to make a decision anyway,
at least I have place to go if the Cuba rejects me.




I know this is cruel for me and her,
but this has to be face,
like what she told me.
We have to face it bravely.




Once the final result is not confirmed yet,
then lets the hope continues.




Just Be Like The Knight,
The warrior of the knight.




Because of a word,
I feel happy.
Thanks for the word anyway,
I love you.

2009年7月23日星期四

Don't ever give up

I did what have I said.
I called the Cuba embassy,
and Miss Lucy gave me a word,"wait."
I really have no idea,
how much longer did I have to wait,
wait for the hope to get the chance to Cuba.
And the dateline of the Taiwan scholarship is getting near,
I really don't know what to do,
I am so confused,
upset,
disappointed.




Thanks for the one who messaged me after read my blog I think,
thank for your concern,
and I really had to admit that I am quite surprise when I saw your message.
Thanks.
But I really hope that the one I hope to read my feeling did read it,
and give me her support.
I now feel alone.
And I really need someone to accompany go through all these,
I don't want to be alone,
I don't want pretending to be brave.




By the way,
I will attend the Taiwan education fair which is held at 24th and 25th.
And I think I will attend 24th.
It is somewhere in KL,
but I don't know the exact place.
I will find it and attend it,
by myself.




I hate pretending to be brave,
but I have to.
Don't ever give up.




Cause the hope never ends.




you will pass the driving test.
gambateh.

2009年7月19日星期日

ThE HoPe NevEr eNdS~

Three weeks have gone like this,
after Jiahui received the Cuba study program scholarship,
and I end up waiting here,
check mail everyday,
by hoping once I open the mail,
the will be the offer in front of me.
But...




One more day I tell myself,
I have to face the truth after all,
and after tomorrow I will call there
and make a confirmation.
And dun worry,
cause I am going to accept the answer no matter what it is.




Please dun mention the scholarship in front of me,
cause you all will never understand the feeling of pain
when you mention it,
in the case she already received the offer but I didn't.
It is being a hope to me to study together with the one I love.
So dun be so cruel to me.
And let me face it by myself.




One more day,
and everything will be clear.
It is because of the life needs to go on.
And I pray hard for it.
I believe it will come true.
I believe.




The hope never endS.




2009年7月6日星期一

A conclusion~

That has been a long time since the last time I updated this blog..
At least two monthS I think.


In theSe two MonthS,
I had done mAny ThingS,
JoiNeD maNy CampS
and Go fEw TripS wiTh DifFereNt FrienDS.
I haD JoiNeD SeeD CamP WhicH waS FIrST tiME HelD In PulaO pangKor.
That caMp ReaLly Did teaCh Me a Lot
and I gOt ManY tHingS wAnt To ShaRe WitH YoU guYS.
BuT NeXt TiME La,
I wIlL UpLoaD SomE PictUreS Too,
ThAt MayBE wIlL Be mOrE InTeRestinG.
ThEn I AlsO PlaY My RolE In Qin QIn Zi rAn As the SecretarY.
I HaD BeEn ThRouGht So maNy In THe CampS.
AnD I WilL SHaRe thEm ToO NexT TimE.


I alSO GroupeD tEams FOr BagPack tRips tO MeLAka And KeDaH.
ThaNKS fOR thE fRiEnDS wHom Had accOmPanieD me AlonG tHE Trip
AnD AlSO Left ThOSe SweEt meMoriEs foR mE.
I WIlL alSO WroTe A blOg foR thE TriP Next TimE wiTh tHe PhotOS
AttAch AlOng.
HoNeStLY,
BagPAcK TrIP Is MoRe Fun ThaN TrIP wItH Car.
AnD I HaD mAkE a WisH To VisIt tHe WhoLe MalAySia In mY EntIrE LiFe.
I SurE wILl FulFill iT.


WhEn I, JiA HuI, Li GanG anD YinG hOnG WerE In LangKawI,
thE TwO boYS HaS aSkeD A qUeStiOn That I neVeR ThouGht BeFoRe.
"WHeRe ArE You gOiNg tO Go WheN YoU ArE In HonEy MOoN WiTh HeR NexT TiMe?"
"PuLaO PiNanG."
ThE FirSt anSweR CamE Out FrOm mY MouTh MaKE TheM LauGhEd.


I aLSo HaD ASkEd HeR AbouT tHiS QueStIon.
"BaLi ISlanD."
AnD ThIS iS thE PrOmISe I aM gOinG tO FulfiLl In thE FutUrE FoR hEr.
DeAr, I LoVe YoU.


I NevEr pLaN tO HaVe A BiG hOuSe,
A BiG Car,
ManY moNey
BuT JuSt a SimPlE LifE.
a DouBlE StoReY,
A MyV Or A SagA (If It iS StIlL PrOduCeD).
thAt Is EnouGh FoR mE.
tHaT iS EnOuGh FoR HeR tOO, ShE SaiD.
AnD Of cauSe MAny TrIpS.
DonT EvEn CaRe WhErE wE StaY,
MotEl oR wHaT.



LikE WHaT SiFu SaiD,


LiFe CaN bE sImpLe,
BuT MuSt bE mEaNinGfUL.


ThAt Is wHaT I aM gOinG tO ReAcH.
ZhEn YanG~